no regrets.

First semester at Utah State COMPLETE. Man oh MAN did I have an awesome semester!! Freakin heck. Who KNEW transferring from Westminster to here would be the BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE! :) The people here just.... amaze me! I seriously love them. Since I love them so much.... I decided to write about them. Weird, I know. OK first off, I would like to discuss Benjamin "Creamstick" Kronk. This kid is honestly one of the most influential people I've ever met. I don't think he realizes how much of an impact he has on people's lives. I look up to my little creamstick a ton. He is bluntly honest and he tells you what you need to hear, he gives great advice, he cares about everyone, he's hilarious, and he's downright ATTRACTIVE. Let's be honest here. Benjamin taught me a lot about myself and he became one of my best friends up here. He listened to everything I had to say and comforted me when I needed it and he has some GREAT one liners. ha I can't even ...

So. life. I was just thinking about how life changes  so much. When you're five years old, all you can think about is having fun. You dream of becoming a princess, an astronaut, a firefighter, blah blah blah. Then you become twelve years old and all you can think about is your friends and the crush you have at the moment. This is also when you're going through your awkward stage (well this was the beginning of mine.... mine lasted a while though). Everyone is in their ugly stage. Except those lame people that have been pretty their entire lives. Being pretty is overrated. Time goes on, and you become sixteen years old. This is the stage where you forget about your family and only care about dating, driving, and friends. A stage many youngins go through a lot longer than they should. Everyone cares what everyone else thinks. This was when I found out who the real Lindsay Judd was. Great breakthrough. Next you graduate high school and this is the stage where you have to trul...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH the hardships of dating. Dating sucks. It is so fetching hard to find a great guy to date. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are many "good" guys but it seems as though these "good" guys are people I would never date. That sounds extremely rude but I have a type. I'm basically 99% sure that everyone has a particular "type" of guy they like to date. "Good" guys are my type but there are many other things that I would like them to be... ha I sound shallow but I'm not, I promise. Also, it feels like there is a ratio of 1,000 to 1 with guys. 1,000 being the douche bags and 1 being my "type". It's not fair! I feel like I would be a fantastic person to date but when guys won't even look at you, the level of my confidence plummets down. The reason I am ranting about dating is because everyone and their MOM's are getting married. EVERYONE. I feel like an old maid. When in reality, I am not even to the a...

Sooo..... I will be totally and utterly honest (I really wanted to use utterly in this particular sentence; but this isn't what I wanted to be honest about just fyi) I LOVE UTAH STATE! Great people. Great classes. Great atmosphere. Great errything. How have I ever lived without this university?? I can't believe how completely different it is from Westminster; a GOOD difference! Instead of people having fun not remembering their night and me being the lovely double D (designated driver; what were you thinking?? ha), we have fun all wearing plaid and eating ice cream. This school was MADE for someone like me. I can't wait to start attending the GAMES. I will be an avid fan. I even bought a gameday shirt; I'm golden. I was nervous for absolutely no reason. Ann Marie was right when she said I needed to calm the fetch down. I love my roommates, they're the greatest :) and the guys across the hall are as well. They're hilarious! Good news is, I finally broke...

Have you ever NOTICED how small this world really is?! I mean, think about it. Your cousin knows your science teacher's brother's wife's thirdly removed nephew who lives in Finland. Things like that HAPPEN. There are two things that happened that made me realize how small the world really is. Thing #1: Ex-boyfriend on a mission in Denver, Colorado. It is only a state away but still! How this applies to it being a small world, well let me tell ya. On Christmas, said ex-boyfriend went to this house for Christmas dinner. This house just happened to be the home of the father of a girl I used to play soccer with. They got to talking about where Elder Ex was from and soccer dad said he knew me and asked if ex knew me. Of course ex knew me... I mean we dated, come on.... so then ex goes on and tells soccer dad that he regrets breaking up with me the way that he did and blahh blahhh blahhh. So then the day after Christmas, I get a message on facebook about this and my mind is b...

I have just returned to the blogging world--it's been a busy break! So here i am.... and i have gained a nervosity (definitely a new word that just came to me; means being nervous beyond the reasonable amount) that i can't get over. You see, i move out to Logan in 11 days. Solely on my own. Completely alone. Just me. and i am FREAKING OUT! I have never been completely alone before, first of all, and second of all I don't know anyone there and third of all I don't have soccer in my life. Without soccer, I don't have immediate friends, I have to actually put myself out there if I want a social life, and I am out of shape. bahhhhhhh and this is only the beginning of my nervosity. I have an entire LIST! List of nervosity: 1. sooooooo alone. 2. no friends. 3. no soccer. 4. no money. 5. no job. 6. i don't know my roommates. 7. i have to share a room with someone. 8. i will now be in a university setting and not a private school one. 9. which means that I...

So, tis the season. I've learned I can't truly appreciate the Christmas holidays until finals are DOOOOONE. Over and DONE. Why do teachers feel like it's necessary to torture us like this? It does nothing good for my brain and the stress makes me want to shoot something with a gun. Preferably myself. Not suicidal I promise. :) Only during finals week. Anyway, on to happier subjects. Like my to do list during Christmas break! I have so many things I want to do!! But who to do them with? The world may never know. 1. Ice skating 2. Temple Square 3. Sledding 4. Build a snowman 5. EPIC snowball battle 6. Construct a snow fort 7. Enjoy New Year's Eve in St. Geezy with mi familia and familia.... friends. 8. Make Jello snow.... (in memory of Fatty) 9. Build the world's greatest gingerbread house 10. Pajama party in my onesie (childish I know, but I can live in the past right?) If I can't accomplish these ten things, I'll just have to do them up at U...