no regrets.

Well guys. I haven't blogged for about 53 years but here I am again. I literally JUST registered for my final semester of college. did you hear me properly? I said FINAL SEMESTER OF COLLEGE. I have this mindset where I'm like yeah.... graduating.... sweet.... cool.... no homework.... yeah..... and then there are moments where I'm like WHAT THE FREAK AM I GOING TO DO? WHERE AM I GOING TO GO?? WHERE WILL I LIVE?! One of those moments is.... right now. Here's the plan for now: May 3--graduate from Utah State University with a Bachelor's Degree in Marketing May 3-20--work work work. Work until my legs fall off. Workity work work shmork. May 20-25--Pack. Move stuff somewhere TBD. May 26--Fly to London. May 27-June 4--Be in England and potentially Scotland June 4--Fly to Italy June 5-June 17--Be in Italy (Rome, Florence, etc.) and potentially surrounding countries June 17--Fly to Australia June 17-??--Be in Australia ??-??--Fly to New Zealand ??-??--Be the...

I love the quote: Be the change you wish to see in the world.  There is so much bad in the world today.  I want to be able to stand out against the world. I want people to know that I am not of the world, I'm just in it. For now. Why can't we all be the change we want to see? I want to be able to trust those around me and not second guess their motives. I want to be safe wherever I go. I want there to be change in the world. For the better. The sad thing is, the world isn't changing. In fact, it's getting worse as the years go on. But we can make a difference. We can be the change this world needs. Isn't that such a hopeful thought? We can change things. Yeah the things we do may not affect the entire world, but it can affect those around us. And that's a start. It can be exactly like wildfire. Just one spark is all we need to make a much needed change in a struggling world. So this is my goal. To be the change I want to see in the world. ...

This semester has been a growing experience for me, that's for sure. I still haven't completely figured out why I've experienced the things that I have, but I'm learning as I go. I'll be honest. There's a huge chunk of me that is like that pre-pubescent child. Let me explain before your mind wanders. I am still working on who I am as a person. There have been moments in my life where I'm like YES I've figured myself out! And then something happens and I'm back to square one. I've learned a lot this past semester about myself and such. It's very interesting learning more about the person you spend all of your time with.... that person being yourself. I think the stuff I'm learning is more on the spiritual side and in the dating world. I've learned that I am very stubborn and I don't like appearing vulnerable. I like looking like I'm independent and I can do absolutely everything on my own. I don't like asking people...

I just realized I never wrote about Spring Break and how awesome it was. So... prepare yourselves. Friday, March 8, 2013 We all met in Lehi and had dinner and my house. Then we had a long and grueling drive to Vegas through treacherous storms.  Once arriving in Vegas.... we passed out. Saturday, March 9, 2013 We were on our way to the airport by 7am. Upon arrival we went through security and all the necessary protocol.  We boarded the plane, on time, and we were on our way. I, for one, passed out almost immediately. I was exhausted from the night before still. Then I wake up to turbulence and the pilot talking. Here are his words, "The pressure valve isn't working and we won't make it the whole way. We have to turn around." So we had to turn around and go out of our way over San Francisco just in case we had to crash land. Yes you better believe I was TERRIFIED. Luckily, we arrived back in Vegas. As we were landing, the pilot comes on and...