no regrets.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH the hardships of dating. Dating sucks. It is so fetching hard to find a great guy to date. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are many "good" guys but it seems as though these "good" guys are people I would never date. That sounds extremely rude but I have a type. I'm basically 99% sure that everyone has a particular "type" of guy they like to date. "Good" guys are my type but there are many other things that I would like them to be... ha I sound shallow but I'm not, I promise. Also, it feels like there is a ratio of 1,000 to 1 with guys. 1,000 being the douche bags and 1 being my "type". It's not fair! I feel like I would be a fantastic person to date but when guys won't even look at you, the level of my confidence plummets down. The reason I am ranting about dating is because everyone and their MOM's are getting married. EVERYONE. I feel like an old maid. When in reality, I am not even to the a

Sooo..... I will be totally and utterly honest (I really wanted to use utterly in this particular sentence; but this isn't what I wanted to be honest about just fyi) I LOVE UTAH STATE! Great people. Great classes. Great atmosphere. Great errything. How have I ever lived without this university?? I can't believe how completely different it is from Westminster; a GOOD difference! Instead of people having fun not remembering their night and me being the lovely double D (designated driver; what were you thinking?? ha), we have fun all wearing plaid and eating ice cream. This school was MADE for someone like me. I can't wait to start attending the GAMES. I will be an avid fan. I even bought a gameday shirt; I'm golden. I was nervous for absolutely no reason. Ann Marie was right when she said I needed to calm the fetch down. I love my roommates, they're the greatest :) and the guys across the hall are as well. They're hilarious! Good news is, I finally broke

Have you ever NOTICED how small this world really is?! I mean, think about it. Your cousin knows your science teacher's brother's wife's thirdly removed nephew who lives in Finland. Things like that HAPPEN. There are two things that happened that made me realize how small the world really is. Thing #1: Ex-boyfriend on a mission in Denver, Colorado. It is only a state away but still! How this applies to it being a small world, well let me tell ya. On Christmas, said ex-boyfriend went to this house for Christmas dinner. This house just happened to be the home of the father of a girl I used to play soccer with. They got to talking about where Elder Ex was from and soccer dad said he knew me and asked if ex knew me. Of course ex knew me... I mean we dated, come on.... so then ex goes on and tells soccer dad that he regrets breaking up with me the way that he did and blahh blahhh blahhh. So then the day after Christmas, I get a message on facebook about this and my mind is b