no regrets.

It has been one whole year since finding out about something that changed my life and my family forever. I can't believe it's been a year. What a long, rough year. But it was full of so many blessings. When I found out about my dad, I thought my life was over. I couldn't even believe what was happening. For the first four months, I was in a state of depression that I never thought I would get out of. My poor roommates had to deal with my dead self and I'll be forever grateful for them because they did. I felt like I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I felt responsible for my family. After about four months, I started to feel happy again about little things and I started seeing some of the blessings in my life. Once summer hit, I thought I was back to my old self because I had such a blast this past summer. That, in and of itself, was a MAJOR blessing. It made me realize that I do have friends that care about me and that there are things in life tha...

So.... hey. It's been a while. This is long ps. But totally worth it. My life is extremely boring right now. I work. I go to school. I eat sometimes. I sleep for a little bit. And that is my life. All semester. I'm exciting, I know. I just really felt like blogging today. And considering the fact that I have nothing going on in my life right now, I've decided to venture into the past and tell quite an exciting story. And so it begins... Once upon a time, it was Labor Day 2012. Every year my family and I go to the Blackfoot Fair for Labor Day for the horse races but this year our plans fell through. I still wanted to go. So I sent a little text out and asked if anyone would be interested in joining me for the Blackfoot festivities. Most people weren't in Logan, a few had to do homework, and others just didn't respond (I'm cool, I know). BUT 3 lucky lucky girls texted me back and said they would love to go! These lucky girls were Alli, Brikelle, and Kellian...

SUMMER IN LOGAN IS PROBABLY THE GREATEST. Guys. Seriously. Life is wonderful. I found a job. A full time job at that. I never have to work nights or weekends. Man oh man is that great. I have SUPER roommates. I miss my old roommates. A lot. But I love my new one :) I got in to the Marketing program. Yes, yes I did. I'm very excited about this. Let me just explain an average day. Work 7-3. FUN 3-midnight. This includes sand volleyball, fires, ultimate frisbee, BBQ, games, friends, eating. Then every night Anna and I fall asleep to a Disney movie. That, my friends, is the life. Right thurr. I hope I didn't just jinx my summer completely. But it's nice to have some good things happening to me for a change :) I'm very grateful. It's been a struggle since Thanksgiving because of my father and I'm very glad I have finally found happiness :) I've completely dropped the dating game and I feel fantastic! It's like a giant weight has been lifted from ...

Sister Ann Marie Hyde I AM GOING TO MISS THIS GIRL SO MUCH. Look how freakin CUTE she is! Man. We have known each other for forever and I absolutely love her. She has to leave me for 18 months. But it's for good reasons. She gets to spread the best and the truest gospel in the entire universe to the wonderful people in California. We have one of those friendships where even if we don't talk for a while, when we see each other, it's like we  were never apart! She's definitely one of my lifelong best friends and I will totally miss the crap right out of her. Luckily... she'll be back. I love her. Probably more than she knows! She's the best. And such a role model to everyone. We kinda look like family. I'd be happy to call her my sister. Don't worry, I told her that if she sees David Archuleta in the MTC to get a picture with him and tell him about me. I'm willing to wait for him. Always. Godspeed Sister Hyde and God be with you til we m...

You know those days where really all you do is just.... sit there? And you can't decide if you really enjoy that you have a day to relax or if you need to be doing something productive or if you want to be doing something fun? Well you see, people of the blogging world, this is my life in a nutshell. Every day... I get home from class around two and I just sit there. Usually I occupy my time watching Friends and pretending to do homework. So I've decided... I need a hobby. Or some friends. Or a job. I've applied EVERYWHERE IN THE CITY OF LOGAN and it's useless. And now the summer is coming and so it's pointless to get a job for the semester. Man growing up is just the worst! It does have it's benefits though :) I love that I can do whatever I want whenever I want. That fact is very great in my eyes. So, what I'm trying to say is, if any of you have a hobby that I should pick up... you should tell me :) keep it cheap. Because as stated earlier, I don...

If David Archuleta knew how much I love him.... He'd probably run away screaming.  I can't even explain the love I have for him! It's not only the fact that he's just the cutest kid EVER. Or the fact that he is just super awkwardly awesome! It's his voice. It just.... calms me. Weird right? ha I've happened upon David Archuleta quite a lot and to me, I think it's fate. Pretty sure we're going to get married. I'll totally wait for him when he goes on a mish. Yes, he may be like 6 inches shorter than me, but height won't even matter. Ok so yes, I am obsessed with his voice. But his life... amazes me. He has met thousands upon millions  of famous people and he could've gone downhill long ago. But no, he's going on a mission! He has influenced so many people for good. I'm so glad there's someone like him in the famous world. I look up to him. I sound like an obsessed fan. But really, he has such a strong testimony! Especially thr...