no regrets.

I have just returned to the blogging world--it's been a busy break! So here i am.... and i have gained a nervosity (definitely a new word that just came to me; means being nervous beyond the reasonable amount) that i can't get over. You see, i move out to Logan in 11 days. Solely on my own. Completely alone. Just me. and i am FREAKING OUT! I have never been completely alone before, first of all, and second of all I don't know anyone there and third of all I don't have soccer in my life. Without soccer, I don't have immediate friends, I have to actually put myself out there if I want a social life, and I am out of shape. bahhhhhhh and this is only the beginning of my nervosity. I have an entire LIST! List of nervosity: 1. sooooooo alone. 2. no friends. 3. no soccer. 4. no money. 5. no job. 6. i don't know my roommates. 7. i have to share a room with someone. 8. i will now be in a university setting and not a private school one. 9. which means that I...

So, tis the season. I've learned I can't truly appreciate the Christmas holidays until finals are DOOOOONE. Over and DONE. Why do teachers feel like it's necessary to torture us like this? It does nothing good for my brain and the stress makes me want to shoot something with a gun. Preferably myself. Not suicidal I promise. :) Only during finals week. Anyway, on to happier subjects. Like my to do list during Christmas break! I have so many things I want to do!! But who to do them with? The world may never know. 1. Ice skating 2. Temple Square 3. Sledding 4. Build a snowman 5. EPIC snowball battle 6. Construct a snow fort 7. Enjoy New Year's Eve in St. Geezy with mi familia and familia.... friends. 8. Make Jello snow.... (in memory of Fatty) 9. Build the world's greatest gingerbread house 10. Pajama party in my onesie (childish I know, but I can live in the past right?) If I can't accomplish these ten things, I'll just have to do them up at U...

Ok I know missions are MOST DEFINITELY a necessity for a boy who ever wants to mature correctly but why must they take my best friends away from me for two whole years???? I mean I have a HUGE testimony about missions and all but when they started picking my friends off one by one, i became quite concerned! Ya see.... I go to a school where mormons are.... let's just say we aren't very high on the social food chain. The non-mormon children mostly don't want anything to do with us unless a) we flirt a loooooooot b) we don't keep the standards of the church and c) we dress slutty. yippee for wearing practically nothing. So my friends from Lehi were my only source of a social life and now we've got girls comin out the ying yang and absolutely no boys. So then what happens to our dating life?? It goes down the pooper that's for dang sure. So this post is about my beeeeeeeest guy friends who are now on missions. God Bless. Master Eythan Barney III Eythan Barney ...

I'm writing another post because I'm sitting at home bored. I've been asked the question: What is your 2010 theme song????? So here I am, looking through iTunes at my 1,238 songs and about halfway through I found it !! One Step at a Time by Jordin Sparks Hurry up and wait So close, but so far away Everything that you've always dreamed of Close enough for you to taste But you just can't touch You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face as the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting [Chorus:] We live and we learn to take One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why On step at a time You believe and you doubt You...

I've wanted to start a blog for a while now.... a whole two weeks. So today, my dear friend KATE says to me: you should start a blog, I will follow it :) And my thought process was, here's my chance... I can start a blog and now I have some motivation! Someone will actually READ IT! Imagine that. So here I am... a blog started.... and I'm speechless. I have no clue what to talk about. I actually have cyberspace fright. What's the point of a blog anyways? Is it like a personal journal online where anyone in the world can read it? Doesn't sound very trustworthy. Is it like a vent sesh with blogspot where all it will do is listen and not interrupt and have no input at all? Sounds like my kind of friend.... not. Wow, wasn't this post worth reading?? I can only imagine the joyful posts that there are to come... Enjoy :)